Borges
Tenue rey, sesgo alfil, encarnizada
reina, torre directa y peón ladino
sobre lo negro y blanco del camino
buscan y libran su batalla armada.
No saben que la mano señalada
del jugador gobierna su destino,
no saben que un rigor adamantino
sujeta su albedrío y su jornada.
También el jugador es prisionero
(la sentencia es de Omar) de otro tablero
de negras noches y blancos días.
Dios mueve al jugador, y éste, la pieza.
¿Qué Dios detrás de Dios la trama empieza
de polvo y tiempo y sueño y agonías?
13. 02

Let me explain how it started..
First time I saw him was like

but I didn’t know him.. if i’d know he had such a lovely .. {ben navis ;))))))}

anyway, time passed and I saw him von Zeit zu Zeit.. until Night Year’s Eve 2009..

we just talked a little, but there was a song… actually two songs that changed that

I thougt you were not “my cup of tea” but

and days go by and I realized

but I was so nervous about tellin you that I liked you.. and I was so afraid you may tell me .. and my worst feeling was about you not being sincere


but

we kissed

but I still felt unsure..

but you..


and we tried because

and we were great… even when I was very possesive

but you never complained… And then, one day… you said “I love you”

and I was so sad… I thougt that I wasn’t the one you deserved

and also

and I didn’t want you to depend on me… but you, you said

and there were all that thigs I loved about you…













so I guess I had no choice..

because


so now I just can tell you



per molts anys…

now that we have that perfect relationship

because

and every morning…

so let’s go



WHEN YOU SEE MY FACE I HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL, I HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL, WHEN YOU WALK MY WAY I HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL, I HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL,
That’s why they invented lying
Once you say it out loud, you can’t go back
(or was it because you can’t change the past?)


